Again….and What if

i’m so excited… as you know im a big fan of Britney Spears… she’s like a legand (althougth she can be soooo naive in certain things)… i adore her… ANyways, reason being i write this is because she’s coming back with vengeance… Paying back all the lost time. Her latest single is GIMME MORE…. if im not mistaken produced by Timbaland. Its a song i can listen to over and over again… Great taste…. althought her album will only be release mid November 2007… Another long wait. I’M SO EXCITED….. Can wait to see her new video…..

anyways, enough said…. visit the below url to listen to her new song….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JDcpvWnuM8

i was lying on my bed last night thinking of all the things i’ve did and done….all the faces i’ve met, the hands i shook, the smiles i gave….. the hugs and kisses….its makes me pounder….. why i never meet all these ppl again?

PPl come and go….. moments can only be treasured….. funny aint it? i mean no matter how much you love talking to that person it will all go away in time and distance. My most memorable years was during high school years…specially when i was 16-18yrs old…. all the stupid things i did the funny things i did and all the ppl i met along the way. it makes me feel so ME you know….

i do still feel the ME inside but its different…working enviroment change you alot…. i’ve grown so much mentally. more matured then ever (which sometimes scares me ahahah hello im only 21) But no matter how much in denial you are, changes will come no matter what. Its how you going to embrace it that counts.

ahahahha we have our own ways to remind us of the past….some with items or pictures but with me songs. Songs brings back memories. I love the sing Six cycle carousel by Lifehouse. It has soooo much memory with it. I just love it!!!!

Old ones will go new ones will come. i always embedded it in my mind. HOpefully in near future i’ll see all my darlings again…. huhuhuhu im so sad OoOoO huhuhuhuhuhu well, you guys dont lupa me aight…. muahks sayang you guys

u know…last night i went to this shop where they sell alls kinds of pirated DVD in this one area (which i wont name…nanti kena raid ahahahaha then i cannot buy ody)…it was just another ordinary day but to my suprise I SAW THIS ONE ASTRO VJ/ACTOR BUYING a couple of  pirated DVDs….WHAT THE!!!!!He say lah konon in TV this dont support piracy…my ASS….eat my foot lah…DONT SAY IT IF YOU CANT DO IT…… So hypocrite…he’s quite famous….. aahahhahahaha babi OoOo kan…. so la bida…you want to know him name???ahahahah

adakah he ask my bf again bah….how much konon kena jual this…and he like cepat2 choose and pay to get out of there….. Sometimes artist are so fake….ui na if i jahat kan i suda take his photo this…ahahahahhahah jahat OoOoO kan me…… bikin panas this…..ahahahahha…. Because of this few bad examples, kesian the good ones…i mean good celebs….they also kena label like that….(but really who doesnt buy cetak rompak…..YOU READING THIS ALSO EVER  BUY THAT….COME ON LAH….REALITY CHECK!!AHAHAHA)

Its not that i dont support original but the price is too expensive…Goverment should reduce the tax on films and music…(me and the government again huhuhu) i mean if like me i dont see the point of buying original if the piracy’s quality is the same and we only watch the movie once….. Unless the price is the same then okay lah i rather buy the original ones…. Hey i still do buy original ones and but honestly speaking i can only buy old movies if original…. Not many choices lah for original if latest….stupid kan….. Buy original konon but no choices and mahal babi this….ahahahhaha buduh…..hmmmmm say say say only…dont know lah….Dont know if they got do their research and homeworks……

well, its up to an individual to decide wat they want. But i want to save me money and ahahahah you know……. To all the actors and singers whatever…..DONT SAY IT IF YOU CANT DO IT….Its embarressing if you cant deliver and more humiliating if your fans saw you. Grow up and what ever…. FAKE…..blehhhhhh

WE ALL SHARE THE SAME DILEMA…. we all girls think that it is so hard to get gifts for our man….well, truth be told it is hard…. Its not that we dont put effort to think or spent extra money on the man we love but IT IS SO HARD TO BUY GIFTS FOR THEM….. Typically we tend to buy shirts…. (so lah the common this……boring!) games, perfumes, and practically thats about it….. Why is it so easy to buy gifts for girls but not guys? Hmmmm i wonder lah why…is it because we dont truly understand what they want (or just say lah we really dont know what to buy) or the market didnt produce enough things for the Adam’s generation….

it is merely because guys sometime dont even know what they want…they dont really care that much what we get them…but they would appreciate it if we as gf’s could at least suprise them (ok….reality check…guys do like suprises…. i love hiding notes for my man…heheheh…. the anticipation baby!)

Guys love expensive TOYS….cars, PS2 (well, Ps3 la now),Xbox, plasmas, sound system etc etc…. BUT its so expensive….i know right…. Its like a million buck question…specially with the Valentine’s season coming and all…. WHAT TO BUY WHAT TO BUY WHAT TO BUY!!!! Its like we’re stuck there…. dont know what to get them…. a crossroad that leads to nowhere….

So, really what do guys want (besides the expensive toys which cost like RM1k+++ and above and SEX..kinky fantasy…..hahahahah budu ba me)… A question which will never be answered….. i know what my man wants but as i said…price dont come cheap….ahahahah

well, pounder on that while you still have time…. another two weeks ladies… so what’s it gonna be? a vacation, an expensive gift or just a plain normal girt seal with thousand of love and kisses…. BUt as i said before (my previous post) Thought counts but its always the price and gift that matters…. Be creative and think about it… i know what im getting my man….

really guys…what do you guys want? Like they say Mens are form Mars womens are from venus..(true enough… two different world but have one thing in common….LOVES SEX!!!!!) ahahahha im so obscent… well,got to go….. again Happy Valentine’s Day…

okay… Valentine’s day is like another 2weeks + right but hey whatever…its my blog and i can write whatever i want aight! ahahahahs

When it comes to Valentine’s day….first thing that crosses their minds….Chocolates, flowers and teddy bears….seriously that is so old school. I mean ya its cute and lovely nice bla bla bla but come on seriously guys put more effort towards it. Valentine’s day is a symbol of love, sincerity and appreciation. Although we can celebrate love every single day, girls do not like to be left out on this special occasion (although now and then the girls will say "oh, its ok bah that u didnt buy present…i love u and the thought that counts..i love u too" YA RIGHT!!!! HEY i capitalized it….) ESPECIALLY when their gf ask…e what la you get from ur bf…apa la ko dapat? Your gal will feel embarrassed…. Uhuhuhuhu malu this…dont know wat to say…. (its like Venus Mars thingy)

The only thing they can do is defend themselves. EVERY GIRL LOVES PRESENT! specially from the ones they love truly. I love presents…. its thrilling.

in this century, price does matters. I mean we live in a materialistic world everything counts. Perfumes, designer’s handbag, designer’s clothing line, shoes, gadgets, vacations etc etc etc… Every where you go, its like a festival of shopping galore. Well, in KL especially… The girls love to shop….i do too… (ok enuf bout that lets focus on the subject…ahahah ya right)

Like i said price does matter. The thought does count but it is not enough anymore. Gifts gifts gifts is important during valentines day…its like a ring during ur wedding day…and if you forget em youre so busted. You try la if you brani….see what happened. It is not a matter of high maintenance or materialistic but just for that one day treat them like royalty…like their presence means someting….LOVE..(bah its not like everyday what buy gifts….three times a year…valentines, bday and anniversary…well major ones of course..unless u cheat and u want her back…ahahahahahhaha more gifts to buy)

Now a days on valentine’s day, first step is going out on a expensive dinner or not-so-expensive restaurant (well not mamak aight…remember that NEVER EVER BRING UR GIRL OUT FOR DINNER AT MAMAK SHOP! THAT IS SOOOOO……) what ever lah right, and then only the present. After that, ur lady loves to stroll down the beach or a location with beautiful scenery with you. Holding hands and smelling her hair…caressing her back (not in a horny way) tell her how much she means to you…. blabla bla bla…. its nice to actually do that…. (without wanting anything in return..bah you know la kan guys..mau sex saja ni)

So plan something nice for this Valentine’s day…want to book a restaurant? Do in now…some ppl actually book 6months or 1 year in advance…. (specially in GOOD restaurant) Dont wait the last minute to buy a valentine’s gift… and even you have lots of gf and bf make sure the gifts have the correct names on it…ahahah kidding.

REMEMBER THE MORE EXPENSIVE THE GIFTS THE BETTER…. But dont overly lah…budget around RM200-300 should be enough….Remember a way to show love is to show appreciation…. In a way GIFTS speaks louder than words. (for true lovers only lah….not the one night stand shit like that) Unless u betul2 teda duit then do something yourself…it would mean more….use your creativity…. there always something you can do if you put your mind into it.

aight, signing off now…i have another topic later to talk about MENS…. but now back to reality and work…sucks… every one, if youre reading this…. In advance i wish you guys HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!! i know buruk this me so awal wishing….ahahahkas bah manala tau i got accident later2…tacutttttttt

Beauty in the eye of the beholder? Ya right! Where got oOo now a days like that…what you think we live in the stone age century!!! wake up lah…..

we know in school we learn all the crap to survive right…to be more wiser and yada yada yada…. But one thing they never teach us is the REAL TRUTH!!! Beauty is NOT in the eye of the beholder!! nah cry lah…. ahahahks Seriously, no matter how in denial we are, deep down we know looks does matter… Only within comes secondly. Society judge an individual by how they dress, how they walk and even how they look. Honesty when you go lepaking at shopping malls and saw someone who dresses up so unfashionable of course you will giggle or grin right? alah come on la everyone does that. Everybody judge and everybody is judged!

First love? well i believe in first love but i dont believe love at first sight.. How many of your friends claim it’s love at first sight? How long did they last? Ya you get the picture. We tend to fall for hunkies & hotties because of how they look not who they are."oh he’s SOOO cute…o he’s soo hot….!!!" bla bla bla bla bla…. watever! i was there once. So shallow and picky.Hooked on good lookers.

Magazines, tvs,radios all dominated by pretty people…Entertainment industry is conquered by pretty people… Every where you go every place you visit, its like a plaque. We felt treaten and insecure of ourselves when someone better and more gorgeous standing next to us. Bringing down our self-esteem and confidence all the way down…..down  and down and down.

So,u believe that beauty in the eye of the beholder? I believe but first i know that no matter what, ppl will judge u by how you look.Truth be told, it sucks but no matter how much we hated it, without realising it that we ourselves are doing the same to others. We judge!We compare! We always think we’re better when the truth is we’re not. I pounder that in my thoughts. My bf always tells me that and its true. No matter how pretty that person is, in time someone will replace it.Only when you know you’re defeated you’ll bring yourself down to earth. Its the truth and you know it.

But for now, in this millenium, beauty matters. Surgery revolutionize society.Cosmetics is essential. Looking good is everything…. but no matter what, try not to think you’re better than anybody cause you’re not. You’re good in your own ways, but there will always be someone catching up to you. Though, you maybe better than certain people…ahahahhaks…. Jealousy can kill you know…specially with girls….JEALOUSY IS EVIL….Like Paris and Nicole…ahaahks cause of jealousy, glamour and beauty! Whatever! For now i  want to look good for myself and my babe of course. What you think im vain meh….It feels great to feel good. Till we met again bubyes

okay here i was lazing around and i terfikir about the government and Mat Rempits (i know lame kan…of all the things ba..well, nothing to think about), this SOOOO CALLED government is like sooooo bida…i know they are forcing those citizens (like me) to not bash them and all that crap….but what the hell…the truth is out there!!!! Seriously ahahha i know they’re trying to serve their country and all that shit and i respect them but serious you know it as well as i do. banyak cukai la!! your house also got cukai pintu where as you are paying your income tax every year. When we lambat pay cukai so la cepat they cari u but when we asking for compensation or claiming, wait la u for 2 yrs itu pun if dapat. Money money money money..next year naik lagi that harga minyak.ahhahahah toll suda naik harga ni….

well, i respect those GOOD politicians..but the corrupt ones…. NAH!!! only God knows what u did……ahahahahahahah but honestly i love my country..malaysia has soo many to offer…. Need the right leaders to lead and it’ll get better and Malaysia will be well known around the world…. hmmm i miss Sabah food ni….

ANywyas, God bless Malaysia and its people (except pencurik, penyangak,perogol,basically the sinful ones la..duh like la i tidak sinful this ahahahahah but i mean the BAD ONES like murder and stuff)ahahhahah and oh ya Mat Rempits as well..

they like to race kan nah go la… go horse ride ur motosikal this ahahahahha nanti accident nah baru tau ni…. BIKIN PANAS to the MAX! Honestly mat rempits, kesian kan la ur family and innocent people…Not only u want to use the roads…. u pay tax but others also pay the tax..so sharing is caring…nak race pi racing track….want to die early go la but no body wants to see a  bloody corpse in the middle of the fucking road. (though its a good story for the papers to print)

repent…. God loves u and ur family too…. (citizens will love u more if u stop racing during traffic and on the roads..we know u pantang nampak the roads but hey…)

ok need to stop my fucking mind from thinking. Shit its like baru 5pm and i have like 1 hour before i can go back…. Today is really a shitty and boring day…. byk lagi ni muka bikin panas here…. whatever… need to cuci my brain with clorox suda…. idiot ba me sometimes ahahahahha muahks love and i’ll post more interesting stories for u guys….

Im just so lazy today. I miss my queen size bed, my astro, my cooler, my pillows, my teddy bear and my COMFORTER!!!! Ahahahah hmmmmm it is so cloudy out there and im sitting infront of my pc doing some paper works. Working life is so fun at times but seriously when u catch the laziness, U CAN BE SOOO LAZY!!!

Appraisal is coming soon but dont knw when..hopefully i’ll get wat i want. Ahaks…. Its the most wonderful time ever and the most nerve racking experience. I remembered my last appraisal i was like Oh OKAY..bah of course la cause its like my first time ever but eventually things went on awesomely (is it a word?whatever)

well, anyways, have u downloaded the new internet explorer 7? its really cute try em. Shit phone is ringing got to go…..